When at six months of pregnancy I was informed it was either “you or I”, so I said you.

When your father and I went separate ways and you were 2 & 1/2 years old, I always made sure I was there even more for you. Even though I traveled for work, and your nanny had to fill in some times, I was there for you then by rushing home to you as soon as work let me go!

My friendship with you could not be more awesome or more sincere, your love toward me and mine toward you. We were inseparable.

There was no complaint in your behavior when you were with me. When you came from visiting with your father, you always had many complaints but I found difficult understanding well what you were trying to express. When you grew older and at four, you spoke clearly, honey, I went asking for help.

I know in your heart you are waiting for me to come and get you. I know you desire to be with me. My trust is that our Creator, the God of the universe is Just and He is planning it all.  My faith moves mountains and I know that it is nearly the time where soon, you and I will be together and never look back in fear. My love for you is immeasurable and has made me be a stronger warrior to fight this injustice that only God has seen.

You will always be my baby, my son I always love, I pray for Divine Protection. There are many on our side fighting this spiritual battle that ultimately will be won. It is a matter of time, honey, and it seems a long time.

Mommy has never left you, abandoned or ceased fighting to have you by my side. The rules of the Creator is not what mankind decides. I trust and I am hopeful that soon we will be side-by-side.